Darkness

[Tyrex]

From one fuckin' darkness to 'nother, ain't nothin' I ain't fuckin' used to anymore.
Maybe I shoulda just jumped off the edge in whatever that fuckin' afterlife was -
Naw, that woulda been too easy for someone like me.
Now I got a bag over my head with even less to look at.
The fuckin' cuffs on my wrists just like my knees on the ground ain't gettin' any lighter, but ain't much for me to do 'bout it.
Guess this s'possed to be some sort of torture, but I ain't really been seein' it that way.
Feels like just continuation of my atonement, one that I ain't too sure will ever end for the shit I've done.
Tried to make right, correct my past - but, just wasn't enough I guess, ain't nothin' bringin' all those innocent people back.
I dunno...
I don't really got the anger in me anymore.
I'm fuckin' tired, and it ain't from them makin' sure I'm awake every hour -
But it don't matter what I feel anymore.
I'm reapin' what I sowed.
Ain't even too sure if it'd be right for them to come try and get me back.
Almost hopin' they don't.​