Journal of Monika Geyers

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APRIL 29th
2021
MINESHAFT FIND


sup diary, it's been a hot minute after city 30. i guess the doc said i should do something to mark or comemorate, this marks like 40 days clean? i feel pretty good even with the jitters and cravings. weed doesnt exactly fix it but it's certainly helping.

i miss everyone back at camp, and really i hope theyre all doing alright. i know jackal's good with her crew, closest group to me actually, so im not too worried.

had to hide myself from the group here a few times because they have uh, yeah coke. their leader guy, lucas? he's in the know now on my condition and uh, well i at least have some people helping.

oh yeah so i started camping out here because just, ugh bad vibes at the camp. wanna prevent myself from finding coke or anything, but!!! turns out the miners or some other rebs were based in here before the antlions. luckily im in a safe spot but i found one of their stashes, it's locked right now but i got my ways. i'll write to you tomorrow : - )
 
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MAY 1st
2021
why


i am such a fucking failure i almost died again i looked like a rabid fucking animal with that powder being near me i fucking i cant even get up without getting sick im stuck in this fucking bed


everyone knows im just a fucking waste just a matter of time before the junkie kicks the bucket

why the fuck am i like this why why why why why why why this isnt even dad or adler anymore its me i was made broken and i dont have a future